January 2011
Love makes you go mad.
Freddie: The night before you dumped me, you told me that you loved me.
Effy: I know.
Freddie: So look me in the eye and tell me you don't love me now.
-Effy tries but can't do it-
-Freddie kisses her-
Effy: Don't do that! I went crazy when I was with you. I can't let that happen again. Love's not supposed to do that, you made me go mad!
Freddie: You're making me mad, now, Effy, and that's exactly what's love's supposed to do."
~Skins, 04x07.
Jan 31st
Jan 31st
122 notes
Jan 31st
1,661 notes
Love letters
I’m going to write either an anonymous letter or a poem to someone I like and have my friend give it to him on Valentine’s Day. I feel like such a cliché, but there’s no other way I can think of to do this. Something heartfelt and written is the only outlet of expressing myself, apart from collages and doodles. It’s more… to the point, direct. I want him to figure...
Jan 31st
“In my experience, Miss Stonem, we are all living lies. Reality, as the surface...”
– ~David Blood, the new Director of Roundview College, Skins, 04x07.
Jan 31st
sncrlyalexis asked: so i saw your post about blue hair! i used to have black hair (well i still do) but it used to have hot pink in it. i always preferred just the pink being underneath. if you call your hair stylist and tell her you want blue, she will probably bleach and color it blue for the same price of just bleaching it so you might as well have him/her do it all since they'll be buying the products!
Jan 31st
Jan 31st
4,972 notes
Jan 31st
174 notes
Jan 31st
62 notes
DYING MY HAIR
So I’m going to dye my hair blue when I get to college… [I could do it now since I’m 18, but you know, my parents would probably have a heart attack] I can’t wait! But the thing is… I’m super-indecisive. I’m not sure whether I want the tips dyed like this: or just streaks throughout my hair… Which one? If anyone’s had their hair...
Jan 31st
Jan 31st
Jan 31st
18 notes
Jan 31st
Is it too weird to write someone you like a...
Jan 31st
Jan 31st
32 notes
Jan 31st
“We go days without having a meaningful conversation, and I used to miss you so...”
– (via theflightout)
Jan 31st
165 notes
Jan 28th
SMA-A-A-A-AAASH
I finally opened this secret message rock that my now ex-boyfriend gave to me two years ago, before he moved away. Literally, my friend and I SMASHED it. It was very cathartic, aha. And… there’s nothing inside except a short message he wrote directly on the rock. I couldn’t read it at all! So I asked him and he said it was something like this: “It’ll only be a little...
Jan 28th
Jan 28th
16 notes
Jan 28th
10 notes
A 7-Day Weekend
Thanks to all the snow! YEEEES :D We’ve had three snow days in a row, then it’s Saturday and Sunday, followed  by two teacher workdays for the end of the semester. Yay! Here’s to making crafts, baking, watching TV, and walking in the snow with friends. And finally having time to read whilst drinking a hot cup of tea :) I’m in love with Jane Eyre. I mentioned to my mum...
Jan 28th
Jan 28th
Jan 26th
Jan 26th
Jan 26th
51 notes
1 tag
Jan 26th
14 notes
Jan 25th
48 notes
Jan 25th
21 notes
"Nothing's ever perfect, you know?"
Katie: So what's it feel like?
Effy: What's what feel like?
Katie: Love.
Effy: Great.
Katie: You don't sound very convincing.
Effy: It's lovely. It's just that... nothing's ever perfect, you know?
~Skins, 04x04
Jan 25th
I don't know if he's worth it... but then again,...
Jan 25th
Jan 25th
Jan 25th
9,568 notes
i quench your thirst, i bleed you dry.: ENDOS... →
beautyandthebones-: 1. one day you’re eating 200 calories, and the next day you hit 2000 or more. 2. you feel like you don’t have a “real eating disorder.” 3. you try and tell people about your tortured food feelings, and they look at your healthy BMI and say: “mmm…yeah..well it can’t be that bad can it?” 4. you… So strange, I find myself identifying with alot of those… many are so true...
Jan 25th
1,599 notes
Update on my progress blog... [not really, just a...
Jan 25th
One of those days...
It’s just one of those days when everything seems so stressful. It started out with a calculus test that transitioned from “Oh, I know this because I studied for three hours straight!” to doubt and me running out of time. I always second-guess myself. I ended up just throwing away SIX points because I run out of time. Aaaaaaaaah!! And I knew how to do the problems! My goodness....
Jan 25th
Jan 25th
47 notes
Jan 23rd
A blog post [click!]  →
I was looking through his old blog posts for some reason and stumbled across this post… everything in it is so thoughtful and it just reminded me of how he knows me so well. There are little clickable letters throughout the message that spell out “I love you” and each one leads to a different picture, song, or video that he knows I’ll like. Like a picture of the flying...
Jan 23rd
continence-deactivated20110710- asked: I never see your posts on tumblr anymore!
so when i do its a treat :D
Jan 23rd
Beauty
Even the most beautiful people I know have doubts about themselves. Everyone has insecurities. I just stumbled across my friend’s tumblr today and she was talking about how she wanted to lose a bit of weight since she had a “chubby face” and such. I was like, “Seriousely?! You are so gorgeouse!!” She really is. I’ve really been feeling terrible about my...
Jan 23rd
Jan 23rd
986 notes
Dress-shopping
Even though prom is about five months away, my mum wanted to take me shopping for dresses in advance. Waaaay in advance. Unfortunately, we didn’t really find that many dresses and it is kind of in the middle of winter, so there weren’t alot of styles… either that or the dresses were all very short, scandalous, homecoming dresses :/ My dream gown is perfect in my head; it is...
Jan 23rd
Jan 23rd
10 notes
People are never online when I want them to be....
Jan 22nd
recipe for wonderment.
buddyholly: across the universe + a lot of “green” tea  euphoric.  Sounds LOVELY. ♥
Jan 22nd
IF I WERE A FOOD, I WOULD BE A PANCAKE.
skinnysweetpea: it’s the sad truth. what would you be? I’d probably be an apple or a strawberry sponge cake… if it’s based on foods I like! If it’s like personality-wise, I don’t know… maybe an orange because they’re so sunny and fortified with calcium/optimism? Ahaha. But the reason I reblogged this was because it reminded me that he’s allergic...
Jan 22nd
13 notes
Jan 22nd
I want to be MADE...
I haven’t caught a glimpse of him all week and it’s starting to be a little ridiculous, how much I’m thinking about him… The other day I was baking cookies and watching TV, except there was NOTHING on except for MADE on MTV, so I started watching it. It’s always a nerdy person trying to be “cool” or popular though… this episode was no exception; it...
Jan 22nd
“And it’s lovely having someone who cares about you. All the worries feel lighter...”
– ~Cassie Ainsworth from Skins (via gotmesmilinginmysleep)
Jan 22nd